Saturday morning, Pierre, the massive polydactyl Maine Coon, appeared a bit listless…not his usual social self. late Saturday night/early Sunday morning we realized neither of us had seen him in a while so we went on a search. He was backed under a bed in a spare room and hadn’t left that spot in a while.

Obviously something was wrong. Like most of our pets, Pierre is a rescue so we’re not sure how old he is…we’ve had him just about 7 years and he was fully mature when we got him.

He didn’t seem to be in any pain, and still purred and liked the attention of his normal head and belly scritches, but he’d lost weight and we don’t think he’d been eating or drinking. A veterinarian visit was in order.

Our preferred veterinarian is near the Old Vic and I had business there while Carey had stuff to finish at the Suburban Blah House…so I piled the cat and I into Big Iron and took off. Yeah, it runs in the family. Even Pierre likes road trips. He’s partial to classic rock blasting on the Pioneer Supertuner. Big tough biker dude…and his cat…both singing along to REO Speedwagon (Roll With the Changes) while slinging down the road at high speed in the big Dodge truck.

For the record…Pierre is a better singer than I am. Especially for Speedwagon tunes.

We were waiting at the vet’s door when they opened. Pierre is a friendly sort…and while he doesn’t exactly love going to the vet…he’s an easy patient and does like the attention. That’s a good thing…as under all that fluff he’s about 20 pounds of pure muscle.

Exam examined. Vitals measured. None of the obvious culprits indicated. Blood work was ordered.

An hour later I had a call from the wife.

“How’s Pierre?”
For the first time in 25 years of marriage…I lied to my wife. “I’m waiting on the lab results.”
“Okay. Let me know!”
“Yep. Love ya!”

Yeah. The lie. I wasn’t waiting. The results were back already…and they were conclusive. This is not the kind of news you deliver by phone or text.

Pierre…my best bud and the wife’s constant companion and highly-skilled, illustrious watch-cat…has cancer.

Pancreatic cancer.

There is no treatment. If we couldn’t get him to at least drink, his time was measured in hours. This must have been building for a while…but since he’d shown no symptoms until Saturday, the vet commented, “That’s one tough cat.” The vet recommended we put him down before he suffered too much more. There just wasn’t anything to be done.

And then another lie. This one I told myself. Maybe we could get him to eat and drink. Yah.

The wife was three hours away and in another city. Pierre was *completely* normal on Friday. The severity of this was completely unexpected. My brain wasn’t coming to terms with leaving for what we both expected to be a routine vet visit…and coming home sans cat.

I know some will say, “It’s just a pet.” Yeah. Another damn lie. I wanted her to see him again.

A vitamin shot with some other magic vet juice that could perhaps help stimulate his appetite…and some pills for the same purpose. The vet did this because I asked. I could tell he didn’t think it would help.

Pierre and I piled back in the truck and headed home…the inevitability of our return weighing heavy.

Maybe we’d get a week. Yet another lie I told myself.

I brought him back to the wife…at the very least to say goodbye. A bittersweet reunion. I’d tried to coax him with some favorites before we left town…but he wasn’t interested. Perhaps, I told myself, he would eat for her

Yep…another lie.

He did try though.

I don’t always make the right call. I’m still not certain about this one.

I spent most of the night with Pierre on my lap…stroking him so he would sleep…instead of shudder and cry.

Gawd dammit.

We were back at the vet this morning…a last ride. I should have done that yesterday. He perhaps suffered more than was necessary.

The wife too.

I’m just fine though (another damn lie).

Pierre the Polydactyl Maine Coon.

Pierre the Polydactyl Maine Coon.

A Pierre paw. He was a massive cat.

A Pierre paw. He was a massive cat.

Happy Cat

Happy Cat

Needs pettin's

Needs pettin’s

RIP Pierre.

I’ll see you on the road.

Daniel Meyer

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2 Responses to Lies…

  1. cruhnke says:

    Pierre had a good life with you two. It is hard to say whether the final trip home was the proper thing to do. Personally, I support your decision. Yes, it was hard on both Pierre and Carey but I think it was necessary for both of them to have one last moment together. I regret that I never got a chance to meet and greet the big fella. Maybe I’ll get a chance at the Rainbow Bridge.

  2. SFlood says:

    You and your better half both gave him years of love and a family and when he needed help you stepped up and let him go when it was his time. You shouldn’t second guess yourself giving him one last night with his family because it was the right thing to do in my opinion, you have my sympathies.
    I firmly believe that when we love someone or something we give up a piece of our soul to them to help bring you back together one day at the rainbow bridge.

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